Every day I battle back the “but how?” and try to focus on what do I want to FEEL like. I want to feel in the flow, joyfully creating every day, feel proud of my work and that it helps others. I want to feel free in my day and throughout the year. I want to feel abundant with my resources. I want to feel that I can take risks and be spontaneous. I want to feel light in my body like I’m floating when I walk yet strong as an ox. I want the work that I do to feel easy and stress free.

I need to release this thought that I could possibly know how these things will come to pass. I need to stop planning and just keep doing doing doing one tiny step in front of the other. I need to trust that it will work because it’s coming from my heart.

I surrender.